Lives do change

[Rose M. Foreman]
Countryside --'Rose at the Barn'

Lives do change!

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There was a time, when the horses were all in the indoor arena. It was really strange, as if 'something' was there with us. They all stood motionless! All heads were turned to me. I stood there looking at all of them, looking at me. It seemed to last minutes.

This experience was strange, and one that I kept in my memory. What was this? What was happening? What did it mean?

I knew in my heart that I had a decision to make. I would always refuse to sell them. They knew I loved them. I knew they knew.

I also knew that I would put my Beau Lyncho down, before seeing him abused by those who would have taken him, if they could. I had heard some comments from others who wanted him, for whatever reasons. He had problems and a personality that only I could deal with, as others would never appreciate him for who he was. They would see him as an old stud horse. He was so much more than that.

I 'heard' -"What would happen to all of them -if you died?" "What happens to kids, when they go on to college?" This was a situation that was no different. I refused to sell, but I could walk away!

It took me two year of asking the question, "What was it that was happening in that arena that day?"

Finally, the day came that I heard the answer!

'THEY KNEW! THEY KNEW THAT I HAD TO GO ON!

AND, THEY WERE GIVING ME THEIR PERMISSION. THEY SOMEHOW KNEW I HAD TO CONTINUE WITHOUT THEM --TO CONTINUE WITH GOD'S WORK. They knew I could not do this alone.

To THIS DAY, as I write this [JULY11, 2004], I have tears of love and understanding.

This is also God's gift, and I still know we will ALL be together again!

There MUST be a VOID IN TIME, however, until that time comes. Until then, MY FASTING continues --as 'the elimination of my personal life'!

I must dedicate --to the path I have been given.

This IS God's work, and I can not stop!

I have known this for a long time, that darkness is always seeking superiority over goodness.

Stamina, and perseverance take great courage.

I have been greatly protected, and know that God's work is DIVINE, and will become recognized in it's own Divine Timing, not mine, but God's timing.

I must document, and teach.

When God sees fit --and NOT until then, will I make any effort for a personal life of my own.

I will have to be roped and hog-tied, by someone that God sends to me,

and they must know that I need them, and it might be a fight.

The stress that I carry is all through my body, and to continue,

I need the horses, so God sends me the donated horse that I ride today.

I went on the first long ride, yesterday, and I realized how much stress I had been carrying.

My entire body was almost limp after the 2 1/2 hour ride.

My muscles were limp. The thickening in my body seemed to dissolve, and I could move freely.

I no longer feel like I was 12-14 inches thick of firm body. I felt like I was once again, free, to move fluidly.

I have known -that I must walk, but I need to continue working. I should be walking my dog, but that is time lost, for he can walk freely when I go feed my horse daily. I must continue, for this work must be done in my lifetime.

As of the past four years, I have been through much, and yes, I have still accomplished much, that will be given.

God protects his own, and we are all his own, and one more thing I have learned, is that he has all precious children.

Then, he has his 'chosen ones' that have a task for us, that we must complete ourselves, and no matter how we try, we can not quit! He just won't allow that to happen!

'Rose at the Barn' Foreman, Founder of:

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