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Dare to live your own life --'Outside the Box'
I always wanted to have a horse, just to work around them, or to ride.
My mother who did not know how to really be a mom. After we did speak as human beings to each other, a year before she died, she said this to me: "You should stop thinking about horses and do something else --like getting married to a good man, so you could stay at home and crochet, and just take care of your home." I almost choked! NO WAY! I would not be happy!
We should do what makes us happy. We should find the way to be responsible for our actions, and to become self-sufficient, and self-supporting. How can another person make us happy --if we are not --in fact --happy with our self?
Why should we eat what is placed in front of us --if we do not like it --OR --if it isn't any good for us? Today the food system has been envaded by cash-cows who will make us eat what seems to be food, when it is nothing but chemicals and artificial seasonings. Of course those chemicals will keep doctors and pharmacists in business, by prescribed 'drugs' that are too often compounded --with no idea of how the combinations affect the patient after they leave their office. Pay attention, before paying for what will make you ill later!
What about the factory chemicals that are placed in our drinking water systems --so human kidneys can do the filtering? Have you ever heard so many needs for kidney transplants?
What about pretending to be rich --to keep up with the others who maycriticize you? Being in debt is to become a slave to interest, and mortgages that are eventually sold to crooks who raise your fees, and foreclose on you? That was the plan all along. WHY NOT BE DIFFERENT? You do NOT have to follow the crowd! You DO NOT have to keep up with seasonal FASHIONS! You do not have to be seen in the best places --when you can not really afford to be there! You do NOT have to impress everyone with what is FALSE! Just have the courage to be your SELF! Being DIFFERENT --is to be original! You do NOT have to be SO different that you are only seeking attention --and, for the wrong reasons --like you are trying to BE somebody --you do not know --because you do not even know who YOU ARE --YET!
I was described once [to my knowlege] that I am essentric. I looked it up! Well, I am described as an individual who does not seem to care about the norm. YIPPIE! I have graduated from the 'other world'. and I have created mine! That makes me a success! I do admit that it feels great to dress up sometimes --to just FEEL GOOD as a change of appearance. It's like play-acting, but to do so out of need --becomes work, and boring.
I have said that when horses become repetitive WORK --I quit! I always want to be HAPPY! Riding over huge jumps has been a thrill --BUT doing this all the time becomes simply a job! I personally do NOT want that to take away from my inner joy of the simple thrills when being with horses. I want to remain that child with wonderment and real joy. I have made my mark! I AM different, and I was told in York County --'If you do not get in line --like the others, [when it comes to our non-profit organization Horse Holiday] --you will do it alone'! WELL, guess what. I do not want to be part of 'THE OTHERS' and how they function. It's too disturbing. They are NOT what I would have expected them to be!
the systems train people to be like those worker ants in the ant farms. They have been guided to be just like 'the others'. You can not have an independant mind --being part of the system. You must stay in your assigned places --NOT for me! I could not tolerate having my integrity abused by any system. I will not become just another worker-bee or CASHCOW--after following the systems lead of the ducklings --just to get the handouts, as a reward for keeping quietly corrupt.
I would rather be happy, and live alone with the horses, than to be classified as 'normal'--by their system. To me they are sadly average.
Nothing special about their norm...
You too, can dare to live 'outside the box',
and find real happiness, so you can keep that sparkled smile
--that drives 'the others' --nuts!
They know WE KNOW SOMETHING --they do not!
NO GUTS! --NO GLORY!
By the so-called 'Essentric Rose', and I thank God for that!
BECOME A MORE AUTHENTIC INDIVIDUAL!
'Rose at the Barn' Foreman, Founder of:
HORSE HOLIDAY 501-C3 non profit Org. #23-2766548
'Soft Touch Quantum Horsemanship --The Mind-Body Connection --Horse and Human'
The 'Mind-Body-Brain-Spirit Connection'
Now in Central Pa. 17841
call 570-658-3861
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